--when I say, that you make me fucking irritable now. You know who the fuck you are, and excuse me for including you in my posts but fuck, enough is enough.

At first I felt bad because I took something that I shouldn't have in the first place. But you're a man now, you shouldn't be moping around, overfuckinganalyzing everything, telling everyone how motherfucking depressed you are.

Look, I gave it a fucking chance, I gambled when I shouldn't have, but WHY the fuck did I do it? I did it for you, for your friends who have been badgering me to no end, telling me, "GIVE IT A CHANCE!" And I did, I have no regrets, and I don't act pussy over everything that's happened. I feel bad, yeah, but I don't regret it. At least I take responsibility for my own actions. I said be human, drink a bit, loosen up. But what the fuck are you doing? Getting drunk for several days, I'm not even sure you like the motherfucking alcohol.

I hate getting all these bullshit from everyone copy-pasting EVERYTHING you say, about your dramas, about how you make ME the fucking villain in your sob-story.

What I did was wrong, I'd say sorry for it, but knowing you, you'll just give me these witty expressions that God only can decipher. You keep beating around the bush, and I'm tired of it. And that is why I decided to ceasefire.

I'm tired of always being the center of what's happening to your fucking world and tired of being watched all the time. If you want to talk to me, then talk. But you can't hold my hand and grab my whole arm along with it. I can't be around you, talk to you, listen to you the whole time.

Pardon me, my dear reader, if you do not understand what I'm going on about. But I must vent.

I'm tired of having to be almost always the reason as to why you're mad, sad, pissed, or FUCKED.

You're acting so fucking pussy which is why I hate going out with people like you.

I'll be frank when I say that I can't go out with guys like you because guys like you are as good as saints. We both know you don't like alcohol, but you push yourself to drink it when you can't even take it. I don't go out with guys like you because I've gone way too far with other people, and be truthful, boys and girls, we like a little physical attention. People like you never even go farther than a fucking kiss. Fuck, you even overanalyzed your first. I don't go out with people like you because we all know that my emotions are way too much to handle, because I'm a bitch, and people like you can't handle bitches like me. I like them bad.

You knew what you were getting yourself into. What I did was to give you backbone--so we can finally say, hindi ka na totoy. But it seems like you couldn't even fucking handle that.

Lastly, I can't go out with people like you because if I did, then I'd have to suffer from your drama that I motherfucking apparently inflicted into your motherfucking life. Kita mo? Hindi ko nga alam na ganun na pala mga nangyayari sayo. Sa iba ko pa nalaman.

You tell everyone everyone about what's happening to you concerning me, and you magnify everything I do. We have common friends, and I know our common friends will never look at me the same way again.

Fuck me, I must have gotten lots better now.

Think twice.