I am an individual who chooses to be unique. I clearly am not scene,
emo, punk, etc. I am me. I really dislike it when people label me as this 'Harajuku-lover' (just because I am Japanese[?!] BULLSHIT!), etc (because
most of them are basically just posers)--and I am anything but a poser. I am nice to those who show me kindness, but I can be a bitch. I like profanity for I
see it as a heavily-influenced form of self-expression. If you have a problem with me and you start saying shit about me, I will retaliate and will give you
ten folds the bullshit you attempted to throw at my direction. Apart from that, I enjoy playing Ragnarok and the things I like include intelligent
writing, fiction, chocolate, colourful socks, color in its entirety, and the character Donald Duck from Disney.
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Famous. Yes, that's what I want to be. I want to feel how it is on stage, to sing my heart out. I don't have that great of a voice, but I know I'll get better. I want to sing my songs, to sing what I wrote, to feel my head banging to the loud beat of the drums.
I want to be a lawyer. I want to be a singer. I want to be a writer. I want to be so much more. But right now, I want to be a singer while pursuing law. I want people to appreciate music and I want to sweat on stage knowing I produced sweat just as I produced that song.
It may seem like a fairytale, but slowly, fairytales are now nothing but reality to me.
Recently I dropped my "I want to be slimmer" phase. I've totally abandoned it that I feel great about myself. I don't care about what people say about me now. I wear what I want, don't give a shit about you if you think I look awful. But apparently, I don't. I love the way I can wear make-up without anyone telling me that I'm trying hard so much. I've always wanted to, I just really was pussy enough not to.
I love the way I can just go into class wearing heels and people would think that my shoes are cute, not slutty and that I'm trying to attract. ...when I really am not.
I'm happy that I'm no longer invisible, I hope that I can apply this on stage. The first person I want to see in the crowd is Mich. To see him support me in something I like doing makes me very secure and special. I can't wait.
I might just piss myself. *snorts*